the day...

just finished my first final for cpr and ran a few errands. the agenda for the rest of the day is up in the air. *mental thought* - 'catch up on movies and television series'



supposedly a snow storm coming in. lets cross our fingers kids, for the storm will bring hours of fun.



as hourt would say - "FRESHIES BRO...AHAH AHAH AHAH!!!"



apparently link's new term - "EXCELLENT!!!"



and i cant bash on the homies without saying stupid shit bout myself - "MAYHMIC BRO!!!"

yes we all talk in caps lock...



definition:

mayhamic - state of being in pure mayham(rawr rawr rawr)
(yeah i just used a word to describe a word but fuck it)...


new word:

tandemosity - keep up or fuck up...(you are automatically considered to be mayhmic during tandemosity session)

link

google's 2007 top search trends...



1. iphone

2. webkinz
3. tmz
4. transformers
5. youtube
6. club penguin
7. myspace
8. heroes
9. facebook
10. anna nicole smith

no title, just bloggin...

oh gosh...the semester is alsmot over. just a little more then two weeks left till im done with what is by far my worst school schedual. this semester has left me no time for myself. it was worth it in the end though...



winter boarding session is on its way. ive only had a taste of it so far. im still sore from yesterday. i cant wait till i head back up again...



for now i bid farewell...lates nigs

one thing that i have and always will live by...

i will never stab anyone in the back...enough said...

today...

im as sore as can be, but i couldnt be any happier at the moment...



AX7 is ok...
cant wait for CHUCK...
SCRUBS had a perfect beginning...

yup...

just watched

so i just finished the seventh episode of CHUCK. it unraveled a lot of questions. the show is just so catchy. cant wait till episode eight...

oh yes...

what a great weekend. nothing but relaxation minus the work portion of it, but i hardly work at work anyways so i dont even consider it work. chillen with the nigs in shit, going to a concert, losing my plugs and no fucking studying. one of the best i would say...



big exam tomorrow!!! gotta prepare...lates Blogger(yes, blogger is and actual person now)

playing catch up

wow...things are more overwhelming than they have ever been in my life!!! i dont know what to say. i just hope that everything works out. things dont have to go exactly according to plan. i just dont want to get left behind. all i know is that i want to be there with my friends at the finish line saying that "we did it!!!" and toss back a few. its kinda hard to see that happening right now, but im sure it will...



fuck...my hands are all jittery from all the caffeine ive been drink. i havent been taking care of my body these past few weeks. i just need to get past this coming week. after that things will become more steady for me...

a not so disappointing disappointment

well i got a package from the government today and i was thinking (FUCK YEAH! MY FUCKING PASSPORTS HERE! FUCK YEAH! FUCK YEAH! FUCK YEAH!). so i opened it and it was a passport, but the sad thing was that it was my old passport that i had to send in with the application and a letter stating that my new one will be sent separately. i was kinda sad, but i was able to laugh at myself later on thinking about how high my hopes were..



oh well. i was able to to cheer myself up with an hour straight of HARD GAY videos...

damn...

i havent been able to leave any new blogs, but i will when i get the time too...

my to do list...

1 - get a new butterfly knife
2 - get a new zippo lighter

(keeping my hands busy)

wow...

i just realized a thick ass white hair on the left side of my head...

for the future...

my goal from here on out is to hold on to ties. i know i dont do it well. i know why in the back of my head, but i cant conjure up the words to explain why. ill i know is that im going to try my best...

fucking shit

flew out of my hands and cut my thigh. a small cut, no biggie...

yuppers...

i pretty much woke up on the wrong side of the couch today. so i pretty much sealed my fate last night when i didnt fall asleep on my bed...



and im so tempted to play with the knife in front of me, but then i look at my hand and realize that it would be a bad move on my part. so im trying to hold myself back, but ill probably pick it up after i finish this blog because i cant just let my hands rest. they always have to be tinkering with something a knife, zippo lighter, a pen or pencil. there are so many new tricks to learn!!!

mind racing. i hope i win...

so im pretty much on my fifth can of diet cherry coke within the last two hours. my heart is pumpin at the moment. a quick break from studying. im talkin to hourt about "whistlering" and hitting up the "freshies". god its so close. i can literally taste it...



today was a good day minus the wind factor. i got my cpr card, i got a costume, my home girl is bringing me pasta at school tomorrow and the thought of Whistler just puts a smile on my face...so ive been in a good mood...



i hope tomorrow is even better...

im gay

wtf...ive been thinking about way more shit lately of this and that and my laundry list of things to do...



so being my gay self i fucking wrote a poem. yeah i never thought i would but i had a little free time and i had to let out some shit and tell someone who would take me seriously. so i ended up telling a piece of paper...



again, i feel kinda gay for writing it but it helped...

fuck

i fucking cut myself fucking with a butterfly knife.



i know what your thinking - typical fucking rommel



i dont give a shit. i learned some new fucking tricks

last night

oh god did i need last night...haha. agian, good times with good people. flash dancers letting it loose on the dance floor, i happen to have met davy crocket and someone even challenged xerxes(im a kind GOD). moment of the night: cyrill and steph got sreved on the dance floor by awwwsker and myself.



(outro)till next time



stepping back, stepping back and im spent...

Red Bull BCOne

i love watching Red Bull BCONE though 2007 was somewhat disappointing. 2006 was my favorite year...

last night

i needed last night. it was nothin but good times with good company. typical jokes, self thoughts private urination and other goodies of the sort...


other random thought:
ive realized ive been a real homebody lately. im not complaining. i like all this lone time to myself. ive never really appreciated time like this before...

and so yeah?

work then marathon study session...ill leave a real blog later on but i just felt i had to make a new entry. i hate how i get caught up with so many things and i dont even give myself the time to sit and think and just jot down my thoughts...(more later)

feelin good...

things are good. i got my anatomy 2B 2nd exam back yesterday. "A's" all day...haha. in the overall grade of the class i have the second highest. i stayed up late last night so i could finish two weeks of work ahead of time. im going to need it with everything else thats going to happen. even with every thing piling up, im feeling great. that "A" in anatomy really brought me up : )

a day in the life of me...

wow...so i had a fucking long ass day today. ive been up since 6 in the morning. i had class at the rcc riverside campus and then i had a class at the moval campus after. i got out of class at like 4, but then i had to be at work at 5. i just got home from work right now. so fuck me...



it was kinda put in an awkward position today in my english class...

so i sit in front of this girl in class. she's starting to scare me. well here it is. ive known her friend since kindergarten, but i only met this girl this semester. she's acting all "cutesy nice". thats the term im going to use for now cause i cant think of any other way to explain it...

since day one she randomly turns around and messes with all my stuff like picking up my papers and toying around with my cell phone without asking. i know it doesnt sound that disturbing, but its a "you have to be there" kinda thing. she is all up in my personal space. hell, she even did it today. well back to the story at hand. i catch her staring at me everyday out of the corner of my eye, but i dont look back. i just keep staring at my book. oh yeah, thats another thing. say im reading my book silently. she'll grab it out of nowhere and start asking questions about what i was reading, but thats just the icing on the cake. what tops it off with all the little sprinkles and such is that today im sitting there minding my own business reading my book as usual and she turns around and says "i used to love you". im still looking down at my book, and what she says hasnt registered in my head yet. i look up at her and ask her again what she said because im thinking to myself that i heard wrong. i was right the first time. she repeated "i used to love you" with a face so serious. then theres an awkward silence for a few seconds and im just staring at her...

so here i am boggled by what she had just said, and not knowing what to do. i reply with "oh, coo" and look back down at my book hoping that she'll turn around towards the front of the class. i didnt want to be me, but i was literally thinking in my head [wtf just happened?]...



iono...imma just leave it at that cause i have no idea how to follow that up with anything else...

time to think

i was asked what my fears were the other day...



death crossed my mind, but the idea of death itself didnt freak me out...

it was the idea of leaving things unfisnished before i die...

any major project that i have started i hope to have completed...

i hope that all my relationships friends, girlfriends, family & everything else that falls into this catagory are well and that there are no feelings of regret. this is what my main concern is.













p.s. i secretly have a crush on raffy ; ) he tickles my fancy...XOXO

moral of the day is...



"watch out for the MING..."

broham actually made the big move. he lives in the LV now. sad, yeah i am, but something tells me im going to be in vegas a lot more often now...heh heh. we didnt really get to spend that much time together before he left cause our schedules clashed, but he did visit me on my lunch break on the night that he left. we had a final cig and parted ways. it feels kinda awkward not having him around. he's moved out before but only to another place near by so i alway saw him n shit, but it hasnt really hit me that he's actually left for good. iono. we'll see what happens in the next couple days or so...



(updates later)



ter and boons are coming over for a cig...

first blog. i can only imagine what ter, hourt and raffy are going to say to me for making one. ill make a longer blog later...