a day in the life of me...

wow...so i had a fucking long ass day today. ive been up since 6 in the morning. i had class at the rcc riverside campus and then i had a class at the moval campus after. i got out of class at like 4, but then i had to be at work at 5. i just got home from work right now. so fuck me...



it was kinda put in an awkward position today in my english class...

so i sit in front of this girl in class. she's starting to scare me. well here it is. ive known her friend since kindergarten, but i only met this girl this semester. she's acting all "cutesy nice". thats the term im going to use for now cause i cant think of any other way to explain it...

since day one she randomly turns around and messes with all my stuff like picking up my papers and toying around with my cell phone without asking. i know it doesnt sound that disturbing, but its a "you have to be there" kinda thing. she is all up in my personal space. hell, she even did it today. well back to the story at hand. i catch her staring at me everyday out of the corner of my eye, but i dont look back. i just keep staring at my book. oh yeah, thats another thing. say im reading my book silently. she'll grab it out of nowhere and start asking questions about what i was reading, but thats just the icing on the cake. what tops it off with all the little sprinkles and such is that today im sitting there minding my own business reading my book as usual and she turns around and says "i used to love you". im still looking down at my book, and what she says hasnt registered in my head yet. i look up at her and ask her again what she said because im thinking to myself that i heard wrong. i was right the first time. she repeated "i used to love you" with a face so serious. then theres an awkward silence for a few seconds and im just staring at her...

so here i am boggled by what she had just said, and not knowing what to do. i reply with "oh, coo" and look back down at my book hoping that she'll turn around towards the front of the class. i didnt want to be me, but i was literally thinking in my head [wtf just happened?]...



iono...imma just leave it at that cause i have no idea how to follow that up with anything else...